THIS IS LOVE.

I may not be the first one to greet him a happy birthday but I reserved all this to be the last one to tell him how special this day is for me and celebrate his birthday in my own way, first off here's a countdown of my birthday wish for him:

10 -- Since he's starting to hit the gym, i just wish God won't make him MACHO/HUNKY, so that girls won't be attracted to him, no one else! just me! (and i mean it -_-)

9 -- Good health

8 -- More opportunities

7 -- finish school, you know if there's someone i should be proud of, it's definitely JACKAL17, why? not all can manage to work and study at the same time, and I know he's been doing this for quite some time now, and I'm proud of him being independent and all..so yeah.

6 -- Guide IWONCLAN more

5 -- Always be happy

4 -- Peace of Mind, i know your not the warfreak type of person hehe but of course i wish you PEACE and a happy life always.

3 -- May u fulfill your dreams/goals

2 -- LONG LIFE

1 -- (I can't tell you this one, l want to save the best for last) I'm gonna tell you this when the right time comes..

Hun, I wanna thank you for being you.
For being there for me when I thought that I couldn't pull through, for your unconditional love that changed me for my best.
You make me feel that I am one of the lucky persons in this world who is being loved back by someone I also love.

All my life, I have dreamt of a love that is so true.
A love that understands, a love that comforts, and a love that seeks the happiness of the other person.
And im so happy to share that love with you and this time with my eyes wide open.
A love dreamt is now on my reach, and i will never ever let it go.

My love for you is like the air I have to breathe.
Youre my world
and youre my life.

I love you hun, happy 4 months!

I took this shot at 8 in the morning, under the heat of the summer sun. In an infamous neighboring beach.
A lot of people were watching while i was writing this so I speed it up. and the result - my penmanship looked so bad, yeah, but nevertheless, that beach and those number of people witnessed how I so love a person whose name was written on that sand.

I got this offline message today from him while i was away from my computer. That really made my day despite of having a rough day today. Also, someone's trying to play prank on me here hmmm... I'm not sure if it's a "someone" or its just Henry goofing around again. He made a serious prank on our online game called Gaia and announced that he got busted by his boss, that almost ruined my morning. I was cursing him alot and almost smashed the keyboard into pieces, I was like "what the hell was he thinking?" 5 years of hardwork building this community and thats it??? just throw it like an old rug?!! oh c'mon!! And it really hurt me coz it's also like saying "I don't care about Lhen anymore and so with whatever happens to her". I dried my tears outside to get fresh air..I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone so I logged out my YM and just sat on the rocking chair, I was more up to thinking deep. Figuring out what to do, I was torn between deciding wether to call him that morning or just wait for him to call me up to explain. Trying to compose myself but one side of me made me cry even more.."what if he doesn't love me anymore?" (shet di ko yata kaya yon, it will take several years for me to move on)

So while I was on the rocking chair, rocking it like there's no tomorrow! (haha) I realize that it was April 1 (April Fool's Day)!!! And it made me laugh to death, good thing it was just my dog watching me or else someone could have thought I'm a crazy woman..you know the crying then laughing stuff uuuhhh yeah xD.

So there you go, he got me there! And I was right, it's just a prank for April Fools Day, found out when I highlighted his post and saw the hidden Happy April Fools Day! eeehhhh nice hon! -_-

Anyway I named the title cheesy chili fries coz I'm missing the the french fries at Carlos Jr's in California. Hahaha I know it has no connection with what I'm blabbing about here, just thought that I might think of something catchy.

I love you hon.. -kisses all over your face-