THIS IS LOVE.

I think it's been about a week since he started to work and missing him so much is a big pain in the ass (haha)..i freakin miss him like hell, and what saddens me most is when he told me that his phone got f*cked up by missing the charger. No wonder everytime i try to call him up it's the stupid operator telling me that it's either unattended or out of coverage area. Thru out those whole week hindi ako masyadong lumalabas and instead nagkulong na lang sa room and spend the rest of my time sa gaia and starring at my YM, nagbabakasakali na makikita kong online siya. Then last 2 days ago para akong rabbit na nagtatalon sa tuwa when i got a text message from him and told me na ok na raw phone niya and lalo akong natuwa nung tumawag siya..nabuo ang araw ko =)

But I know na he's gonna be busy pa sa darating pa na buwan or taon and i have to get used to it. I understand naman coz trabaho naman pinagkakaabalahan niya, everybody needs to work and pretty much soon i'm going back to school to take Culinary Arts (yeeepeee). Oh..i forgot nag usap din kami ng hon ko sa chat kagabi ..sobra akong happy non pero may iba pa rin akong nararamdaman. I can feel na meron siyang problema or something is probably bothering him kaya kahit na sabihin niya he's ok, parang nahihirapan ako paniwalaan. I dunno that's just me sana mali kutob ko..i'm just worried..

(11 more days <3 ahihihi...) i love you hon and i freakin miss you every minute, every hour, everyday.. take care.. mwaaaaaaaaaah

All relationships are put to the fire. There is no such thing as a constantly happy couple. There is no such thing as a constantly happy relationship. All of us, at one point in our affairs will have to go through a cleansing process which, hopefully, will make us better persons. And I want this relationship to last forever (ooh yes it will!) When Henry came into my life it was completely unexpected...and i know God blessed me now that i have him in my life. Reminiscing last year makes me smile all the time. Naaalala ko pa noon pinagmamasdan ko lang siya from a far, being so curious about him all the time kasi tulala lang siya sa rally, i've asked a few people about him and sabi nga nila "ah siya yung Captain ng IWC guild dito sa gaia" and i was like "oooh..", hindi ako madalas online kasi napaka-busy kong tao, so malaki talaga pasasalamat ko sa bestfriend ko na si Coralie for introducing gaia to me, kasi noon pag nababasa ko YM status nya naka lagay noon "gone fishing" natatawa pa nga ako so in my weeks of curiousity, tinanong ko na siya and told her "the hell! since when did u start to like fishing" and she was like "haha sira online fishing sa gaia", sa isip isip ko "WTF? what's gaia?" and she gave me the website. Nag-enjoy ako playing ang dressing up the avatars..months and months after dun ko na nakilala si Henry and the rest is history..

Thankful ako dahil naging staff ako sa guild kasi kung hindi dahil don hindi siguro kami magiging ganito ka-close, but kung papaaminin ako? haha! kahit hindi ako staff, noon pa man gusto ko na siya and i will do everything talaga para magkalapit kami. Pero siguro nga it was God's will kaya kami andito ngayon sharing a beautiful love together and let the world know how happy we are. Pag may nagtatanong nga sa akin ngayon "Why do u love him" isang malaking ngiti lang sinasagot ko. Kung alam lang nila, Henry is the type of person na kahit hindi ka naman kinakausap maiinspired ka pa rin. Maybe because sobra akong proud sa kanya, building a community to have multiple of friends is truly amazing. And i bet everyone surrounded by him is sooo proud of him too.

Kaya I know I'm not going to have a problem with him if one day we talk about the future, and think about building a family, kasi ngayon pa lang alam ko he's gonna be a good father and a loving husband, it shows naman, I'm the luckiest woman dahil finally after so many years of being alone I found someone who cares for me, someone who thinks i'm Special, someone who treats me right, someone I can always count on, and someone who will never get tired of understanding me..hayyyzzz..It's just so nice to have someone you know who will always be there for you and will make you feel like your the most important person in their lives. And i'm so blessed and thankful na ako yung babaeng yon. I can't wait to be with him and just stay in one peaceful place and talk about life, our future, kids, what's best for the philippines, play games with him, watch movies together, save up money for worthwhile purposes/future. To you honey: Thanks for making me the HAPPIEST person. I love you so much hon..

Time really flies fast especially when you are having fun...
But now, here we are to our surprise celebrating our first monthsary full of love.
I really wanna make our monthsary special. And I hope i succeeded during that time.
How did we celebrate our monthsary? Here are some few highlights I can share.

We were just chatting the whole night of January 5th. As if nothing special will happen the following day.
After killing time waiting for 12 midnight to strike, I asked her to come with me and join me in the rally (its an online game we both play).

Yes, she came in and then what she saw are those guys (now my mules) where on each of their shirts printed the letters I L-O-V-E Y-O-U. She seemed speechless then.



After that I immediately picked my phone and called her up. Seriously I wasn't able to come up of what I should say but just.. Happy Monthsary.. and... I love you... She sounded like crying though.

Next, I opened my browser which I prepared for my next scene.
There is this cuppy-cake-song (from youtube), I played it and I sang together with the vid, on phone.

I told her how much I love her, how I am deeply in love with her, and how I fall head over heels for her.

I love lhen so much and the best thing I did during our first monthsary was to let her know how she is dearly loved by me.

If you wanna listen to the Strawberry Shortcake (The cuppy cake song) video on youtube, Click here.

Lhen and I didn't talk for a day or two due to some quarrel caused by some petty issue.
That made me long for her voice, and I was feeling like im gonna lose my sanity each time I hear my phone ring hoping that it would be her.

I missed her.
But there's nothing I can do but just to cool down before talking to her, or else, the scene will turn even worse.

Arguments are part of every relationship.
But dealing with misunderstanding and talking about problem simply can make us know one another better and make our relationship stronger each time we surpassed it.

I believe anyone who's into a relationship do quarrel at times.
But the most important thing is how we will handle the situation and wanting to make the relationship work.

I love Lhen. She loves me. That's what i will just put in mind in case this sh!t will happen again.

"Wala akong maisip na ibang words to tell u how much u mean 2 me, coz ur more than words hon, ur my world."

Got that text message from Lhen after talking to her on phone exchanging happy new year greetings, 10 minutes before 2008 comes to an end.
That was a nice and sweet way to close the year 2008.

Happy new year Hon..
Looking forward for the year 2009 with you and for the coming more years.